Memories of Mom #37

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Dearest Emi and Ava,

As I was walking through the house the other day watering the plants and realized, “Wow, we have a lot of plants.”

That may not be unusual for you, but it certainly is for me.

Why?

Because your mom was horrible with plants!

And she knew it!

Photo Sep 20, 8 59 06 AMThe mere thought of that makes me laugh out loud!  I was telling some of our friends about this last night!  While your mom was good at much, it’s sometimes funny to talk about the things she wasn’t good at too! 🙂

Over our marriage, the only thing your mom managed to keep alive (and for a pretty long period of time) was this one little bamboo plant (pictured).

It wasn’t for lack of trying either.  We would get plants from time to time and I’d eventually come home from work and look around and ask, “Where’s that plant?”  And I’d either get a “It died weeks ago”, or a shoulder shrug and a smirk, or a “don’t ask me because you know I killed it” look.  LOL!

Maybe we didn’t put enough attention in how to take care of them or maybe it was just a serious case of “brown thumb”.  They just weren’t your mom’s “thing”.

Interestingly, we have several plants in our house now – most came from your mom’s celebration last March.  And they are all thriving and doing well (as long as I remember to water them).

My favorite plant though?  That little bamboo plant that your mom kept alive for all those years.  Every time I look at I think about your mom.

And even though everything points to the fact that this plant too should have met it’s fate long ago, it has shown tenacity to overcome the odds and thrive regardless.  Kind of like us.

I hope that as you get older that you have a green thumb like Buela, because there is much beauty and enjoyment in being around God’s creations.  But more importantly, I hope that you thrive regardless of your odds and circumstances like that little bamboo plant.

I love you both!

~Dad

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Memories of Mom #36

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Dearest Emi and Ava,

080Tonight, as we were flipping channels, we watched the very tail end of the movie We Bought a Zoo.

And there were so many wonderful things that came to mind.

First, your mom loved movies.  She loved the stories and would get wrapped up in them.

We loved watching movies together.  We could watch any style – except horror.  Neither of us did horror flicks.  We tried a couple times, but both found ourselves hiding our eyes.  I was a bigger baby about them than your mom.

Our favorite thing though was cuddling up together and watching a good movie.  We didn’t have to talk, just enjoy the movie and being near each other.  It brings a smile to my face just to think about it.

Second, your mom ALWAYS made fun of me because I loved watching the ends of movies.  Like before we’d go to bed, I’d just flip on HBO and watch the ending of a movie.  She thought it was so bizarre, but it didn’t discourage me from doing it all the time.  Watching the end of the movie tonight made me laugh, because I could just picture your mom rolling her eyes at me and giving me that famous smirk of hers.

downloadThird, the movie itself.  We Bought a Zoo.  April and I watched it together a couple times.  I saw the end of it several times. 😀    It wasn’t an all time favorite, but we both thought it was a good cute movie.

The last time I saw this movie, I was with your mom.  The storyline of the movie though means more to me now than ever before.  And until the moment that we were watching it tonight, I didn’t realize the impact of it.

You see, in the movie, Benjamin Mee’s wife passes away after a bout with an illness, leaving him behind to care for his 14 and 7 year old children.  He decides to buy a dilapidated old zoo and restore it with his family.  The movie continues on about the struggles in their journey to do so and find themselves and find new happiness in the process.

While we aren’t going to buy a zoo (so don’t get your hopes up), I can see the parallels in our own lives with this movie.

One of the most important parts of the movie is when Benjamin is talking with his son about 20 seconds of courage and encouraging him to be strong – just for a little bit – to accomplish something amazing.  And I think about you girls and how you (and your mom) have shown incredible bursts of courage over the last year.  I didn’t have to pep talk you (much).  You did it innately, which proves to me how truly strong and amazing both of you really are.

At the very end of the movie though is one of my very favorite parts, especially now.  He was showing his kids how he met their mother and had his 20 seconds of courage to introduce himself.   He was walking through the actual steps in a mostly empty restaurant that he and his wife had met to show his kids how he spoke to her for the first time.

The camera flashes to him saying, “Excuse me…”, then the camera flashes to a once empty seat, but this time ….like a dream….his wife is there.  Looking up at him.  He says, “Why would an amazing woman like you, even talk to someone like me?” She smiles and says, “Why not?”  And whether it was because of his good storytelling or some magic, the kids can see the whole scene play out with their mom there.

Tears!

Which brings me to the final point, your mom loved happy endings.  I think we all do, but there is just something about how good you feel when there is a happy ending.  If it was a tear-jerker, like this movie, your mom and I would just look at each other afterwards and smile at each other and not say a word.  If I could see she was crying, I would hand her a tissue without her even asking.  I loved this soft side of your mom.

The good news for all of us?  There is a happy ending in sight.  God has much planned for us, girls!  And while he blessed us with your mom for a time, I believe he is going to keep blessing us and the best is yet to come!  Plus – our happy ending will also involve reuniting with your mom in heaven one day! 🙂

So, in the future, if you see me crying a little during these movies – give your dad a little latitude and just smile and pass me a tissue without saying anything.  😉

I love you!

~Dad

Emi’s Words of Wisdom #17

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My daughter is a pranking genius.

Rarely am I pranked really good, and I admit, I was wonderfully pranked by my 11 year old, Emi.

One day, while coming out of a restaurant, we got in the suburban and started it up.  I noticed that on the bluetooth audio settings it said, “Alexandra’s iPhone 5S”.

Photo Sep 07, 12 59 07 PMI was so confused.  Seeing me mess with the controls, Emi asked what was wrong.

I told her that someone’s phone was connected to our bluetooth.

I figured it was just a glitch and that it somehow picked up a nearby person’s iPhone who just so happened to be named Alexandra.

As the week went on, the suburban kept linking to the Alexandra person’s iPhone.

I was getting really frustrated and about “this close” to calling GM to find out what the heck was going on and report a faulty bluetooth system, when Emi started laughing at me and let me in on the fact that she changed the name of her iPhone to mess with me.

We both almost died from laughter because it was the funniest thing!  And because I was so relieved that we didn’t have a stalker named Alexandra.

The genius of it thought is that 1) she went as far as to name it a iPhone 5S because her’s is not and she figured that would throw me off the trail and 2) she never let on ….for a week….and sat back and enjoyed my confusion build each day.

WHO DOES THAT!?

Emi Jackson, that’s who.

Quite brilliant, I must admit.

But if she’s doing this at 11, I am very afraid for what the future holds.

 

Memories of Mom #35

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Dearest Emi and Ava,

Front CameraYesterday was the first Arkansas Razorback home game of 2014!  And what an exciting day!

You know, since 2003, your mom and I went to just about every Razorbacks football home game.  It was kind of “our thing”.

Your mom wasn’t always a football fan, but there was something about the roar of the crowd at Razorback Stadium and the excitement in the air that made her fall in love with the Razorbacks.  I’ve always been a football fan, so it wasn’t as much of a stretch for me.

But it became something that we did together, every year.  It was kind of a tradition.

We didn’t tailgate a lot, but spent the time together just enjoying each other’s company and talking about how we thought the team would do, or how they did after the game.

Photo Sep 06, 2 57 02 PMWin or lose, we were always there and always cheering on the Hogs!

Your mom and I had this thing – whether at a live game or watching the Razorbacks on TV, we would always high five after every touch down, extra point, and/or field goal.  Of course, extra awesome plays got a double high five or better!  But we did this EVERY time – without fail.

When I was thinking about this season, I knew it was going to be harder for me because I was missing my football buddy.  Who was I going to slap high five with?  Some random stranger?

Nope, I resolved that its time to start a new tradition.

Instead of your mom and I, it’s now YOU and ME.

As we’ve already talked, I’m going to alternate taking you two to games this year.

Photo Sep 06, 2 06 39 PMI also resolved, that like other holidays and events, Razorback football is going to be a joyful time!  Your mom would have wanted it that way.

So Ava, you were first up for the game on September 6, 2014.

And boy oh boy you were up for it!

Your little legs walked all the way from Lot 56 to the stadium until I swooped you up on to my shoulders.

You cheered!  You danced!  You ate a hot dog and nachos!  And you did the crazy little movements to songs that the student section was doing!  I loved it!  You were an awesome football buddy!

Photo Sep 06, 2 31 47 PMBest of all…..you slapped me high five after every touchdown, extra point and field goal!!  And there were a lot of them on this day when they beat Nicholls State 73-7.

I was so happy!  Our old tradition, slightly modified to new tradition is underway!

I can’t wait to see what the rest of the season holds!  And I can’t wait to spend the time with you two!

While I hope that you fall in love with the Arkansas Razorbacks like your mom and I did, my deeper hope is that you two develop love for some team that you can root and cheer on with others throughout your years.  Have fun at sporting events!  Be a good sport!  And soak in the energy and experience!  #WPS!

I love you both!

~Dad

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Ava’s Awesome Antics #25

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On the drive to school this morning we were looking at the sunrise that was laced with clouds and Ava exclaimed, “It’s like a whirlpool in the sky!”

Love seeing through the eyes of a child.

Memories of Mom #34

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Dearest Emi and Ava,

THE FRESH BEAT BANDI was rummaging through your closets this weekend when I spotted something that brought back an AWESOME memory!

When you both were little, you had an infatuation with the Fresh Beat Band.

The Fresh Beat Band (in case you don’t remember) was a television show about some very musical teenagers on Nickelodeon back in 2009-2013.

At some point, the Fresh Beat Band took it on the road and started doing concerts.

In February 2012, your mom surprised us all with tickets to a show in Kansas City!

054You guys were sooooo excited!  BUT, you both wanted these FBB style jackets.

Your mom looked everywhere for them, but then decided to make them.  She studied and found patterns and shopped everywhere for the pieces.   Now what’s important to understand here is that your mom is not a seamstress.  It wasn’t one of her better skills.  But she poured in to this project with lots of love so that you two would enjoy your self at the concert to the fullest.

On the day of the concert, we made the 3 1/2 hour trek to downtown Kansas City.  The lights in the Power and Light District had you two excited!

We had pretty good seats for the show and once the lights went down – you guys got really oddly quiet.  When the lights came up and the first song powered in, you both had these looks of terror on your face.  It was soooo loud!

Your mom and I laughed so hard.  All the hard work to get you there and dress you up and you two were freaked out!

So your mom and I started dancing and singing to the songs, which loosened you two up a bit.

055After we left….thinking the evening was a bust…Ava, you said, “That was the greatest concert ever!”

Which both puzzled and pleased your mom and I.

Girls, the think I loved the most is how much effort your mom put in to making this night special for you too.  She even stretched way outside her comfort zone in doing so.  I hope when you two have kiddos of your own that you constantly push yourself to do awesome things for them that make amazing memories.

I love you!

~Dad

Memories of Mom #33

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Dearest Emi and Ava,

IMG_7963Yesterday was National Dog Day, and although I missed the day with this post, I thought I would tell you how Mika came to be with us.

For years after we were married, your mom and I talked about getting a pet.

We tried fish for a while, but had trouble keeping them alive.  Except for Rocket and Big Red who turned in to Koi, but that’s another story.

She wasn’t a cat person, so cats were out.

We both liked dogs, but it was a huge debate.

She wanted something small, like Sassy (Mimi and Papa’s dog at the time).  I didn’t like small dogs.

I preferred something larger like a German Shepard.  She didn’t like big dogs.

And then one day, I came home from work and she said, “I figured it out.  I know what kind of a dog we’re going to get.”

I gave her that “tell me more” look.

She said, “One of the local news anchors had his dogs on TV and I love them.  I want one.”

I asked her what kind and she said, “A shiba inu.”

Never heard of it.

Then she showed me a picture.

Not too small.  Not too big.  Cute like a fox with a curly tail.

IMG_7825I smiled and said, “Okay.”

She responded with a, “That’s it?”

I said, “Yep.”

She said, “I thought you were going to give me more trouble than that.”

I told her that I was fine with it.

Then she said, “Can we have two?”

I said, “No, let’s deal with one first.”

So she researched and found a local breeder in Missouri and checked them out.

They had a litter being born in October of 2012.

We got pictures and started working on names.  I must say the name choices were not coming a long well (I think I remember – Fluffy, Sarah, and Beagle), but we decided to wait until we saw the pups in person.

We went out as a family to visit and played with the pups.  Your mom let you girls choose which pup was to go home with us.  You chose the one that snuggled the most with you.

We named her Mika that day.

IMG_9209We actually took her home a couple weeks later and you two were so excited!  It was our first family dog.

Your mom was equally (if not more) excited.  She loved Mika very much.  In fact, I think Mika loved your mom than the rest of us.

Your mom knew that Mika was going to turn heads everywhere she went and loved taking her out to the downtown square and watch everyone dote all over her.

There are tons of Mika stories to tell, but my favorite simply is the day we took her home.  It put such a huge smile on your mom’s face.  I will never forget – just look at the first photo in this post.

Mika has grown up nicely and has been a great companion for all of us.  In fact, when she snuggles up with me, I think about your mom and smile. 🙂

It’s been fun watching you two with Mika.  You two have done well in caring for the dog too. Lots of good lessons there.  Just remember to use the little rake to scoop the dog poop in to the bucket, not your hand. 🙂

I love you!

~Dad